Chapter Six--


We were all out shopping when the first part of Operation Looove Machine went into effect.

"Niccccccccccckkkkkkky!" Tiffany yelled.
"Yes, hunney?" Nick responded.
"Look at that beautiful diamond bracelet!"
"Wow, it is beautiful" he told her. Hell he didn't even really care. Nick had no clue why he was even with Tiffany. He knew she was a slut, everyone knew. But he hated feeling lonely and empty, and he missed Chandra. So he stayed with Tiffany.

"Wouldn't it look even better on me though?" she hinted.
"Yeah babe, but it's a lot of money. I mean besides, you can't really wear it out in public. Someone might try to steal it." he tried getting out of buying the stupid diamond bracelet.
"But I want it Niccccky. And your a backstreet boy. Pleeease" she was begging me.

That's when I had enough. Tiffany was a money grubbing slut. She couldn't replace Chandra. Chandra was a beautiful girl. Innocent. Fragile. She loved me for me. Or at least she use to. Tiffany was a slut, abused and used so many times and I was part of the reason she was like that. I had used her, used her to forget about a girl I can't forget about, no matter what.

"Tiffany, it's over. Forget it. I can not do this anymore. I'm so sorry for using you. So sorry for everything. Just go back your bags, and make a flight back home. I don't love you. And I never did." I said these words to her, knowing they'd hurt. But also knowing she already knew them.

"I know Nick. I was waiting for it to happen. It's always like this. I'm just someone to use to forget about someone else. Someone special in a person's life. I've never been the special one, but someday you know, I will be. Goodbye." she said leaving, only to stop to give me a peck on the cheek.

And the Tiffany that walked out of my life that day was so different then the Tiffany that walked in. It made me realize all people are fragile, all people care, even if theyre is a layer of hate and hurt above that.

Walking away from the store, with the rest of the guys I knew lonliness would come soon. And I thought maybe this time I could stop it. But I couldn't. You can't stop the lonliness, you can only overcome it.

Brian's p.o.v.

And as we walked away from the store that day, part one of our mission was complete. A complete victory too. Now we just needed to get Chandra to come here.


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