Chapter Four--
I loved this place, it had so many special memories and for some reason I didn't want to give it up, but I had to. Just then a paper fluttered to me, curiously opening it up it said three words. I LOVE YOU. I looked behind me and saw Nick there. Nick. God how much I loved him, but I couldn't, not again. Not this time.
Standing up I told him I didn't love him back and that I wanted nothing to do with him. And it hurt. It hurt so much, but even so much more when I saw tears sliding down his cheeks. I wanted to wipe them off, I wanted to be there for him, but I couldn't. So I just walked away.
And as I did I heard this beautiful song, even more beautiful than the one that he had sent me on tape.
You are missing in my heart
tell me why can't I be there where you are
Show me the meaning of being lonely
is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
theres something missing in my heart
I stopped to listen, but then I just kept on walking. I knew I'd learn the meaning of the song a long the way, but eventually we would both get over it, wouldn't we?
I had so many questions and no answers, answers I needed. Answers I wanted.